vivid dream

I'm quite disturbed by a dream I had last night. It seemed so real.

I dream that I went in for my annual pap. I had some cramping, but no real cause for them. When I spread my legs to begin the exam the dr. caught a baby. then put it in my arms.

He said, It's a boy. Holding the baby I looked around the room. I said, "Is this a joke. I wasn't pregnant. Where is my mom, she has got to be playing an April Fools joke on me."

THEN, I deliver two more babies, both girls. I had triplets. And didnt even know I was pregnant.

For the rest of the dream I held them. I smelled them, I soothed them. I dressed them. Named them. Showed them off to family. Went shopping for clothes and car seats.

IT WAS SO FREAKIN REAL.

I feel like crying. I wish it was real.