movies with Bug and snow caps

Went to see UP yesterday. Cute movie. but what I wanted to mention was, Bug picked "snow caps" for his treat. Now if anyone has ever had snow caps about ten years ago they would know snow caps were about the size of your thumb nail. I was shocked. seriously shocked that the snow caps of today are half the size of your pinky nail. WTH. shocking. LOL

Bug loved the movie. It was truly sweet. the funniest part of the movie for me was when hubby fell asleep. He was sitting on one side, Bug and MIL on the other side. two rows in front of us was a couple with their two young children in between them. About the time Hubby fell asleep I noticed Dad two rows down also had fallen asleep. about twenty minutes later the little boy said, "Daddy wake up. watch the movie." that woke my hubby up thinking Bug said it. But it was pretty funny.

Hormones.

I'm crawling out of my skin. every little thing is bugging me. I dont feel normal. I have no patience and I feel like either crying or screaming. Probably both at the same time. Great. Fun times.

I was tagged.

(I would tag you if I knew how...but since I dont and dont have the energy to figure it out, as I probably would...I'm just going to go with it....)


8 Things I Am Looking Forward To:
1. feeling better
2. weekend with my boys
3. sleeping in
4. Bug's preschool graduation
5. glass of pepsi
6. telling Bug about being a big brother
7. warmer days
8. fixing our bed (stupidest thing ever)

8 Things I Did Yesterday:
1. went to OB
2. read
3. napped
4. cleaned
5. started a fire (it's almost June, it shouldnt be that cold!)
6. taxied Bug to and from Preschool
7. laughed
8. flipped out over two bites of grilled cheese (hormones)

8 Things I Wish I Could Do:
1. visit family
2. talk to my Mom
3. fast forward to December
4. take a hot soaking bath
5. lose weight
6. make Bug feel better (allergies, cold not sure which one)
7. work
8. have engery

8 Shows I Watch:
1. L&O
2. Grey's
3. NCIS
4. Clean this house
5. Survivor
6. Biggest Loser
7. L&O SVU
8. Ghost Whisper

8 Favorite Fruits:
1. watermelon
2. strawberries
3. peaches (from a can, no fuzzy)
4. apples
5. blackberries
6. green grapes
7. raspberries
8. Kiwi

8 Places I'd Like to Travel:
1. Australia
2. Ireland
3. Guam (brother is stationed there)
4. FL
5. any tropical island
6. NYC
7. Italy
8. CA

Places I've Lived:
1. Coastal maine
2. Eastern Maine
3. Southern Maine
4. down east Maine
5. Mid Coast Maine

quick drop in

Saw the baby move today. It was amazing. I have a pic and you can see it's little foot.

wow.

It was just a dream

Another sleepless night.

I wake up at I dont know when from a dream that I have had before but in a different variety. This time I am not just spotting, but my panties are saturated with bright red blood.

My eyes are now open. I lay awake for hours knowing it's a dream. just a dream. My baby is ok. Do I have to endure this for the next seven months. The innocence of a worry free pregnancy gone in the wind from the beginning.

It's been a long nine weeks. Only 31 weeks to go. Maybe the Baby will let me eat today.

hormones

good gosh. I am so moody right now. I dont know what to do. I want to cry. shout. cry some more.

I feel like crap. damn morning sickness. all day - everyday, everyday. I dont want to eat. I think that makes it worse. But I can't eat. ugh.

I want my hubby home. wish he didnt have to work. one of us does. but I feel so much better when he is home. Just home. he doesn't have to do anything special. Just be here.

I wish I could cry.

allergies

I didnt realize I have allergies. But my eyes are dry and itchy, my nose runs. it's miserable. I didn't know I had allergies. So what do I do about it. What meds can I take? Dr. call tomorrow. this sucks.

Bug has allergies. I knew he had allergies to some fruit. Like his dad. he just hasn't had environmental allergies up until now. that has changed. He can't stop sneezing and coughing. He had his yearly physical last week and he was referred to an allergist. it will be good to find out all of what he is allergic to and how to treat it.

Hubby has severe allergies. He had such an allergic reaction the day I mowed. He was stacking wood. And all of a sudden his eyes turned blood red and he started to wheeze. I was fearful his throat would close up. I've never in my nine years seen him have an allergy attack like that. But he is ok. His allergies are definitely worse this year then it has been in forever.

So we have had a good outdoors weekend. But man the pollen is killing all three of us.

sleeping in! long weekend.

Bug has been getting up at the butt crack of dawn. He settles on the couch with a sippy cup of OJ and Tom and Jerry and I go back to bed. I've slept in until 9:30, 10:30 and 8:15 this weekend. I likey. this morning I heard on the baby monitor (my bedroom is upstairs, Bugs is downstairs. baby monitor is awesome) Anyways. i heard this morning on the baby monitor that Bug woke Grana up instead of Hubby and I. I drifted back to sleep and when I woke up I noticed our door had been shut. Ahhhh. I live sleeping in.

Saturday was super productive with me mowing the lawn. front and back. (I'm so proud of myself)Hubby stacked wood until he had a major allergy attack (probably from me mowing). Bug had fun playing with the neighbor kids. They bounced back and forth from our yard to theirs. (they have a girl two weeks younger then Bug).

Yesterday we went to the most laid back wedding/bbq ever. Hubby's best friend from college renewed vows (after JP married them a few months ago)Bug had fun playing with the other kids. Our college group of friends were there. it was great to see everyone in one spot. One couple live way out of state and last saw bug when he was an infant. everyone was in awe of how well behaved he is. One guy (science nerd with no experience with kids) said "he is well adjusted." we cracked up. teasing him for his terminology. We told everyone that we are expecting. That was exciting. Big hugs at the end of the day made me want to scream in pain as I though my boobies would pop. It was a fun day.

today lazy morning. then Family BBQ cause Hubby's cousin is here from Arizona. I'm really looking forward to that. I love Hubby's father's side of the family. they are great fun.

I'm off. enjoy the last day of the long weekend.