hormones

good gosh. I am so moody right now. I dont know what to do. I want to cry. shout. cry some more.

I feel like crap. damn morning sickness. all day - everyday, everyday. I dont want to eat. I think that makes it worse. But I can't eat. ugh.

I want my hubby home. wish he didnt have to work. one of us does. but I feel so much better when he is home. Just home. he doesn't have to do anything special. Just be here.

I wish I could cry.