Thursday, May 28, 2009

It was just a dream

Another sleepless night.

I wake up at I dont know when from a dream that I have had before but in a different variety. This time I am not just spotting, but my panties are saturated with bright red blood.

My eyes are now open. I lay awake for hours knowing it's a dream. just a dream. My baby is ok. Do I have to endure this for the next seven months. The innocence of a worry free pregnancy gone in the wind from the beginning.

It's been a long nine weeks. Only 31 weeks to go. Maybe the Baby will let me eat today.


  1. ((HUGS))

    I hope you get to eat today. :)

  2. I hope you are able to eat today and the bad dreams stop and you start having good dreams. I am praying for you and your little one.

  3. I'm right there with you. I'm so worried that I can't think straight. Ugh. I hope you get to eat today:)