spent some time in maternity last night.
no contractions,but horrible vaginal pain. Hannah is sitting so heavily on cervix that the nurse was able to feel her bottom. I am almost 2 cm. dilated. I had the choice of staying at the hospital on complete strict dont sit up or get out of bed except to pee, bed rest or do it at home...with Bug I said,. home please.
now even laying down hurts. I thought the point was to help stop gravity by laying down...not really working.
Nurses were like, we need to get you to 36 wks to keep you locally. But I am so afraid that my Peri will say...suck it up. Keep her in until the amnio. I am in so much pain. Just take her damn it. But with no contracts and no change in dilation...they want to wait until something happens.
Despite having half a uterus and MTHFR, I have two beautiful children. Our baby girl H and big brother, Bug.
Oh man! Thinking of you and sending you hugs.
ReplyDelete((SUPER HUGS))
ReplyDeleteHang in there hun. It will all be worth it when you are holding her in your arms and she is super healthy. I am thinking and praying for y'all.
Sending you a love and strength. Hugs!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for what you're going through, and I really don't understand what your doctors are thinking. You're obviously in a great deal of physical distress, so, assuming that most babies would be just fine at 36 weeks, it's baffling to me that they'd try to delay this much longer.
ReplyDeleteAlas, you're in my thoughts. Keep up the strength...