I dont know how to express how I am feeling right now.
I feel so lucky to have become pregnant after only trying for, ironically, 9 months. But at the same time I feel awful about it. There are so many of you out there that dont even have one child. And here I am pregnant again.
I know it hasnt been easy for me. Those of you who have followed my blog know this as well. The heartache of losing my two angel babies. The difficulty with Bug's pregnancy.
But at the same time I want all you to experience the joys of the double line. Holding your baby in your arms. So even in my moment, I want you all to know I continue to pray for you. I know I am not out of the woods yet, but I just feel so guilty...why me and not you...
I stole this from Mary's blog.
I was weeping from the start.