Tuesday, April 21, 2009

ICLW..HOW could I forget....

Easy. Life.

First let me give an quick blurp about myself for those of you stopping by for the first time.

I am 30 years old and live on the Coast of Maine. With hubby since 2000. married in 2003. Surprised to have Bug in 2004. Very difficult pregnancy. preterm labor at 27 wks. for 18 hours before stopped. Delivered early at 3.5 wks emergency c/s.

M/C in 06 and again in 08. Visit RE who dx me with R Unicorn Uterus, that is I am missing the right side of my uterus. AND I have a blood disorder called MTHFR. Which makes early m/c a risk.

new MTHFR meds to address deficiencies in blood, first cycle using OPK and meds, BFP. How did that happen. wow. Still in early stages of pregnancy and haven't passed previous wks for when I lost my two angel babies. still freaking out a little.

I was laid off from my job after an approved vacation to Disney in Jan. To find out that an employer can approve a vacation to use it against you later. sweet. I've been out of work so long, I am not sure how to use my brain. I had a Massive job interview yesterday. It was the longest most intensive interview I have ever had. I hope I charmed them silly.

pee stick BFP. waiting on blood work results. I dreamed last night that I started bleeding. Yup, slightly scared that this pregnancy will end like the previous two. Angel babies. I try not to dwell on it. But I guess it's in the back of my mind if I am dreaming about it at night.

I'm hoping the beta's will help calm me.

Bug is recovering from his flu, now just a cold. since he missed Easter at grandpa's he has been begging to go up there. (he lives an hour and half away). Was going to go on Sat. but it was suppose to rain. We want to go up when it's nice out so Bug can play outside. Grandpa lives in the country... It's so nice.

Hubby is wanting, needing, a weekend to himself. So Bug and I will go up to Grandpa's in two weeks by ourselves to give Hubby time to recharge his batteries, so he doesn't have to use vacation time and can save it for possible complications with pregnancy.

My life in a nutshell.


  1. ICLW - that is so lame about your former boss using your vacation against you! But it sounds like you have a fabulous attitude about the whole thing. Blessings on your pregnancy... I will be sending prayers for a very sticky little bean and amazing betas your way.

  2. hello from ICLW -- nice to meet you in blog world! sticky vibes on your pregnacy!!!!!

  3. HOW THE HECK can they use a vacation against you? That just seems...ILLEGAL! I mean if you have VACATION DAYS!?!?!?!? There is KARMA in the world....I hope that is comes back to hit them. Hard. In the cajones.

    ahem...sorry, that just rubbed me the wrong way for you...but seems like you are handling it very well! I happy for you and all your blessings. You are a pretty put together gal!! I like you- plus you have the same video I put on my blog a while back...THANKS!

    Happy ICLW


  4. 1st~ CONGRATS on your BFP...my fingers are crossed for you that the 3rd time is the charm.

    2nd~ I am from CT and can you believe I have NEVER been to Maine?! Been to NH, VT, MA, RI, NY...but no Maine. DH and I are hoping to go up there this summer for my first time.

    3rd~ Did you consult with a lawyer about your job? That sounds like total BS!!!

    Looking forward to following you during your pregnancy.