I am so uncomfortable right now.
I had a crazy busy day with very little sleep last night. See previous post and teddy graham moments.
I was a total idiot and tried to carry a 50 pound bag of new sandbox sand across the yard to Bug's turtle.
Immediately I felt pain in my stomach. I put it down and the neighbor girl (age 11) helped me carry it. Actually she carried the second bag all by herself.
I am nervous. Did I just screw over my latest chance of having a baby. I am trying not to freak out.
It's been a busy day. No rest time. My back hurts and my night time nauseousness is back.
I am so anxious for my ultra sound next week. I need to know that everything is ok. I can't wait until after my first trimester. I am so scared all the time. i think for the second trimester I can calm a little. I say that now, we shall see.