UnicornMommy: over did it

Friday, April 24, 2009

over did it

I am so uncomfortable right now.

I had a crazy busy day with very little sleep last night. See previous post and teddy graham moments.

I was a total idiot and tried to carry a 50 pound bag of new sandbox sand across the yard to Bug's turtle.

Immediately I felt pain in my stomach. I put it down and the neighbor girl (age 11) helped me carry it. Actually she carried the second bag all by herself.

I am nervous. Did I just screw over my latest chance of having a baby. I am trying not to freak out.

It's been a busy day. No rest time. My back hurts and my night time nauseousness is back.

I am so anxious for my ultra sound next week. I need to know that everything is ok. I can't wait until after my first trimester. I am so scared all the time. i think for the second trimester I can calm a little. I say that now, we shall see.

3 comments:

HillaryApril 24, 2009 at 7:56 PM
Congrats on the BFP!!!
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MaryApril 24, 2009 at 11:14 PM
Sadly, you and I will both live in a world of anxiety throughout being pregnant with our uu's. But, since you have Bug at least your uterus has stretched and maybe this time it will be easier:)
I hope you get some rest!
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TigerApril 25, 2009 at 5:53 AM
Get some rest and no lifting :)
I am praying for you and the little one :)
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Me long Version

Sep 2000: meet the man of my dreams

Feb 2003: I'm woken up in the middle of the night by hubby, then live in boyfriend, who came home from work at ungodly hour and had the urge to ask me to marry him. First I was pissed he woke me up, then I was beyond the moon and wanted to start planning our wedding at 1 AM

Aug 2003: OOPSY we are pregnant.

Oct 2003: 10/4 Good buddy. We have a small (8 guest) wedding a year earlier then planned so I could have Hubby's ins. GOOD THING.

Sept 03-Jan 04: Shoot me. I am sick everyday all day. Someone with a penis dubbed it Morning sickness. what does he know? In and out of hospital for IV drips.

Jan 04: Day before the super bowl...ahhum, Big Game. Not feeling well. Cramping. Think I have the flu. Visiting a friend two hours from home to watch the game. Upset stomach. Wake in middle of the night diarrhea most of the night, then vomiting. Don’t wake up Hubby who had too much to drink. Finally HAVE to wake him up. (he doesn't drink for remainder of pregnancy) Getting sicker. Cramping. No! contractions 27 wks. Big Contractions. 911 called. EMT doesnt like empties. Threatens to take baby if I deliver. Like I am that dumb. Taken to best hospital in the state 30 minutes away. I'm in labor. Deep in labor. At least 18 hrs worth of labor.Not the flu! Pats win the Super Bowl. Labor Finally stopped. bed rest. Told we would never know what caused the preterm.

Feb 04: Home moderate bed rest.

March 04: Invirsion (sp?) to try to turn our baby. Nope. He likes where he is. Asked what I wanted his bday to be. 04-04-04. wouldn’t that have been cool. Told that was too early. Not sure what date was picked. Labor 3-28-04. Nurses didn’t believe me. First time mother and all. HA. I told them we had already had a trial run. Still not believe until morning when I gasp and roll into a ball in yet another contraction. Emergency C-Section. Birthdate 3/29/09 what do dr. know anyways. lol. 3.5 wks early Bug is born. 7.2 LBS. He is perfect.

Dec 06: OOPS again. BFP! Close to Christmas, I am going to wait a few weeks to tell Hubby. Best xmas gift ever. Making plans on how to tell him. Fun gift basket of baby items, maybe. Before I could tell him. M/C Three days before my bday. day after my nephew was born. Seven days before Xmas.

Aug. 08: Decide to TTC for real.

Oct. 08: BFP. only three months into trying. two days after stick test, m/c. don't go to see dr. Is this really happening again.

Nov 08: After mourning finally go to OB. she says probably chemical pregnancy. sends us to RE.

Jan 09: Finally had consultation with RE. Long wait. Only RE in the state. 45 min from home

Feb 09 and March 09: Test, test and more tests. Things done to my vagina that should never have to be done. 15 vials of blood drawn. I like my RE.

March 09: Results. R UU. & MTHFR. WTH. WTH. WTH. Answers to Bugs pregnancy difficulties. HA. OB. You were wrong. I do know why Bug's pregnancy was difficult. next step... good ole fashion S.E.X. plus. Folbee and 81 Mg of Baby Aspirin.

Waiting for cycle so we can start t.t.c.