"Mommy, when is the baby going to be here?"

Bug was getting into the car this morning to go to Preschool and he said, "Mommy, when is the baby going to be here?"

thankfully I had the time between closing his door and opening mine to come up with something.

He says things like this every other month or so. But now that I am pregnant. It throw me back. I wanted so desperately to tell him.

I told him, "I don't know when"...which isnt a lie. I still dont know. Even when I get a dd. I still wont know. Not with my body. I can't trust it.

I am so excited.


But I must say. I miss real coffee. I am drinking some nasty ass decaf. Oh the desperation.